The stuff nobody talks about
But probably should
There's no right place to start.
Pick the one that sounds like your brain today.
The farm runs well. So why aren't you okay?
By every measure that matters you're doing fine. The farm is producing, the bills are getting paid, the operation is standing. And yet something is off. Has been off for a while. At least when things are going wrong you have something to point to. This doesn't make sense. And that makes it harder.