YOU’RE AMBIVALENT ABOUT YOUR BUSINESS
You use your lack of a clear decision to treat your farm as a business as an out for your own self-sabotage.
You really don't want to get burned if this "farming thing" doesn't work out.
And what would people say if you did fail? 😳
So if you don't try, it's OK if it doesn't turn out - you're not emotionally invested and you can't get hurt.
No big deal.
Wrong. This indecision is costing you dearly.
What's it costing you?
You try to put on a calm demeanor but beneath the surface, you're anxious.
You think that by playing it small and safe, you are protecting yourself from future failure.
It's a lie. You've already resigned yourself to failure. You are failing right now.
Failing to value your products.
Failing to value your time.
Failing to value yourself.
This may sound harsh, but it's time to sh*t or get off the pot.
How to break the cycle
Sometimes just acknowledging you are Ambivalent About Your Business is enough to get you unstuck. When you finally see how you are standing in the way of your own progress it can spark the reckoning you need to see.
Make a choice. Being indecisive only results in wasted opportunities and time.
There is no "right" choice - make a decision and move on. You can make another decision in the future if needed. Just get moving!
Coaching can help. It provides a neutral perspective and non-judgemental space to explore the thoughts and motivations that stall you from taking action and uncover the courage to commit.